Post by Selephia on May 2, 2015 0:45:32 GMT
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So lately i haven't been wanting to race much, its started feeling like a chore and i cant bring myself to join races because of it. I stopped logging on to skype and joining a lot of races, iv just been doing heists with a group of Scottish lads. I mean i love racing, but idk if its just the level of competition that is too high and putting me off wanting to do it, or iv finally gotten over the fact im nothing special.
This was the first time iv ever got myself into a racing environment that isn't against the computer AI. Sure i was in the car meetup scene before this, but it wasn't a competitive thing. When i first joined here it was very exciting to race people in a professional community that don't crash each other off the road. I wanted to get myself involved into a group that likes the same thing i do since my mum said i should find a group to join. I was feeling depressed and suffering with stress more so than i am at the moment. Im a very shy person in the flesh, i don't like meeting people in the real world. Anyway i digress.
I may attend some events and the odd race here and there. I might even start an off-road event cruise or do more car meets. But im done with trying to beat hot-laps and racing for now. I know my place and limits, there are more talented people out there than me. Don't get me wrong though, i do think my times and racecraft are very good but there is always someone out there better, and that's fine. All the respect in world for you guys, cause i know how hard it is to be good at something. Anyway this is basically why you haven't seen me racing or around that much lately for anyone who wondered or cares.
So lately i haven't been wanting to race much, its started feeling like a chore and i cant bring myself to join races because of it. I stopped logging on to skype and joining a lot of races, iv just been doing heists with a group of Scottish lads. I mean i love racing, but idk if its just the level of competition that is too high and putting me off wanting to do it, or iv finally gotten over the fact im nothing special.
This was the first time iv ever got myself into a racing environment that isn't against the computer AI. Sure i was in the car meetup scene before this, but it wasn't a competitive thing. When i first joined here it was very exciting to race people in a professional community that don't crash each other off the road. I wanted to get myself involved into a group that likes the same thing i do since my mum said i should find a group to join. I was feeling depressed and suffering with stress more so than i am at the moment. Im a very shy person in the flesh, i don't like meeting people in the real world. Anyway i digress.
I may attend some events and the odd race here and there. I might even start an off-road event cruise or do more car meets. But im done with trying to beat hot-laps and racing for now. I know my place and limits, there are more talented people out there than me. Don't get me wrong though, i do think my times and racecraft are very good but there is always someone out there better, and that's fine. All the respect in world for you guys, cause i know how hard it is to be good at something. Anyway this is basically why you haven't seen me racing or around that much lately for anyone who wondered or cares.
